Words like rain

Drew Dawn D yesterday, getting rained on by negative thoughts. I've been feeling like I'm not ready to move on. Lately, I get anxious and uncomfortable to the point of near-panic when I hear someone talking about teaching. It's difficult to understand that not everyone has had such a negative experience as mine, mostly because of the way that I was affected by it- intensely and deeply.
But... how do you get over 3 years of trauma?

I've also discovered this Go Fund Me website that, I suppose, works a bit like Kickstarter and Patreon with no specific theme except to raise money.